I coped this from my another blog....
So yes I was vegetarian since my 10. But in 2012 happened something that changed me,my life and who I'm.
In 2012 my older sister died from cancer,there were nothing to do with it. I'm not sure if she remembered who I'm or our mom,dad or brother is. (she had tumor on her brain) and the last months of her life were really hard for everyone (mostly for her)
well and when she died I didn't know what to do anymore. I started to have depression, and started cut myself. But wanted to change something in my life so I stopped eating animal products and started to workout.
And in 2013 it was so bad I became anorexictic, I didn't want to eat or ate just around 500 calories per day or just had an apple for lunch. I exercised way too much 4-6 hours a day. I stopped care about school, friends, family. The only thing I cared about was food. And working out. And then when I reached my lowest weight and when I almost died I decided I can't live like this anymore. I needed help and I knew it. I tried to recover by my own but it didn't work. So I went to the doctor, therapist, psychiatrists they all helped me a lot. The only thing I'm sad about is fact I had to gain 1kg in one week. and also the fact I totally screwed up my whole body and now when I try to lose weight in healthy way I can't do that because my body is in shock and it's scared that I'm going to starve it again.
But I'm going to try my best and lose way in healthy way. (I want to lose just few kgs)
So,my whole vegan life started 2012. But no matter what happened back than I think I would bacame vegan anyway sooner or later.
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